Turning a new leaf.
I’m ready for some changes.
I’m now single and couldn’t be more relieved. I’m finally eating healthier and taking care of my body, which I didn’t do a lot of this school year. And in two and a half weeks, I’ll be home and be able to relax for a little bit before coming back to this fucking chaos that is music school in Hollywood.
I do feel settled though. I know that I’m where I should be to do what I want to do, but I don’t think people understand how difficult school really is for me. Not so much the curriculum, but emotionally. Doubting my talents, my abilities. But I’m persevering through. The support from friends and family really helps though. I’m just ready to be optimistic and secure in myself.
No more procrastinating. I’m doing what I need to do for myself now.
